Well this week a guy from college contacted me and we have been catching up. He is really sweet man and he does make me feel special. See I date white men and black men and have been for a long time. I have to admit that when I tell black men that I also date white men they get all upset and huffy and puffy. When I ask them if they have/would date outside other their race they say yes. At that point I go off and tell them about themselves. I can't help who I'm attracted to and people are just going to have to get over it. I have nothing to say when black men date white women as long as they actually like them and don't date them just because they feel they can run over them. I have other races in my family and I guess that is why I'm so open minded about the whole thing. I've prayed to GOD to send me a good man and I'm not going to pass that up just because another man feels insecure about dating outside of his race. Honestly that's not my problem and I'm happy with my decisions.
I went to church this morning and enjoyed the service. I almost didn't make it cause I was not wanting to get out of bed but I knew that was the devil trying to keep me from praising my lord. Next weekend I'm going back to TN because we are having a family get together because my aunt is leaving for IRAQ. I hate that this is happening but I know the Lord has a plan and that he will watch over her.
While I am at home I will visit Kenneth(my dad). I haven't talked to or seen him in over 4 years. He was happy to hear from me when I called but I'm like he could have gotten my phone number and called me. My grandmother and him stay in the same town. I also talked to one of my cousin and she actually remembered me. We will see what happens when I go home.
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